Twinkle sand

Today was good. I woke up and made avocado toast and dealt with application stuff. Then my aunt picked mum and me up to go to dad's office for Raya lunch. Talked to my aunt about her life in uk cz she said it was the most meaningful time for her and I was curious. 

I guess peaks of exaggerated changes are when you feel like life is meaningful because you learn and you put in action to things. But I also believe that one should always make life somewhat meaningful. Enjoy long walks on the edge, you know? 

Then after that hung out with dad at a coffee shop while mum did her hair. I've been reading the book I just bought. I tend to have to re read the whole chapter again after the first time. Idk whether it's some ADHD thing that I can't concentrate but then after that I'll be able to continue reading page by page! 

And then I had a nice talk with dad about Malaysia... Man this country. People of Malaysia shouldn't and I repeat shouldn't be oblivious towards what is happening to this country. I won't elaborate but it's power and his power is worthless and he has power by post but at the end of the day I imagine him waking up with a heavy heart for the things he has done to this country. I learnt a lot about justice today. 

Went for Japanese dinner I love Japanese food. There was this lady who was really nice who owned the restraunt and I really did like her character a lot. 

Came back, and went for a walk. Spotted a musang (not the car lol) spotted a snail, spotted a dead frog and also a live baby frog hopping. Listened to the insects in their own orchestra. Thank you. 

I'm off to bed now :-) today was a blessing. I feel a lil' bit off but it's ok. I live by the day (or at least I hope I do)