It's ok to whine once in a while right? I'm just pretty bumped because I have been looking forward for this Architectual thingy that my dad paid for me to for with him. But I just got my blood test results back and apparently I have dengue I mean not apparently.. But I do have dengue and I have to be hospitalized and all that jazz and it just makes me feel abit crushed cz I was looking forward so much to go for the forum to listen and to gain knowledge and inspiration. But I guess some things are beyond your control and you've just gotta accept things as it is and know that things will get better sooner or later and brighter days are yet to come. Better safe than sorry!! Luckily I went to get my blood test checked just now and not take it for granted. I'm glad that I know now but just bumped that I can't make it for the forum that's all. But I've been surrounded by love and care and have been trying to be strong. Life is good. I am blessed.